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1.
JOY HERALDIC 04:06
when i break in when i break in and i take in everything at once i take in everything that lives under the sun - i am so awake so ready to take it to you to you i walk back into the hill i watch that place become what it is through the light breaking down i am about it i am made through it i conclude myself in the night the leaves are coming down i break them down to dirt want to live on the earth so here my bones cold knowing that there’s no home beyond so i take outside mind i take that as a place i can find real people outside mind people in the dark outside mind people in the nighttime
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Outside Mind 03:04
watch the train go round the track round the track down i’ll find someone that back again to we said we wanted in life had a moment considered considered considered what is what is your take away what is what is your take away i feel strong i feel strong i feel pushed i feel involved i am inside in deep inside a dream wanna be i wanna be as i want to be and i will want to be and what is and what can i have be my breakaway and what is what will be my signature on this place leave nothing back left no suit behind left no rock piles left some part of my mind outside doing two or three times doing three or four miles as the sun goes down and the moon rise what i’m looking for is not in any human eyes when i hear them calling swooping circling i’m listening and i’m talking back to you outside mind to you outside mind
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N of Town 03:29
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Sagebrush 02:30
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Succor Creek 03:40
You have told me to sit down and i sat at your grey banks your rocks established a reflecting place wide gold water pouring i am alone an not alone with you today my own great ghost is here my own great ghost is here with me years ago we came to you succor creek knowing the world together as you i walked through you and he held my shoes and so it was before i think we could have lived outside forever but the aching world with all the anguish pulled us back and we had to make money and have jobs and pay for the groceries and the place along succor creek you run boldly even when i thought you must be dry in sept 2020 here i am and you flow gorgeously goldly with volcanic eyes you watch me from your high canyon sides and i flow tears to you and have an announcement and i flow tears to you and have an announcement he’s gone off with some new one and me alone with my questions and my queerness and my heart so raw and hungry i’m with you succor creek and so many other beings by your side i hear them calling and i feel their intertwining all around me i feel their intertwining all around me i wanna know can i be part of you will you hold a part of me forever on your banks of which i’ve often dreamed alder trees with their roots showing show me how to be succor creek show me how to be succor creek
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Warm to Me 04:27
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round the end of the road that you walked and you let yourself go don’t look back don’t look back you admonished yourself around that bend you rose i will be i will be i will be something else you said to the blackbirds who course through thee air through the air all around you as the plain spread flat and the road wove on what’ll you do what’ll you do said the fencepost as it creaked into view where will you go where will you go who blew the grasses as they bent and blew what do you think anymore you said to you you said to you came upon a spring came upon as spring came into view you thought you thought you’d better drink something clean something clear from the ground you bent down bent down you bent dust in your clothes and you close to the ground you started to pray what does tomorrow say you asked what does tomorrow want to do what will the air be like there will i still know how to move among them will i know where to go or how to ask for something will i want anyone or will i just be careful or will i walk until the sun is falling down again walk until the moon is my only guide again will i wait wishing whispering and looking far ahead i cannot say i cannot say
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Bring Song 03:45
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Rabbitbrush 01:47
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Senses For 04:07
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how do forests think? i listened as i drove away from the green place how do people walk so burdened down why do we burn the ground of our families I’m gonna to make a place in the way things are starting a culture where where any “it” is a “you” and i do want to i’m so afraid and i build myself into a tower hand made person blind with no object in mind no one in mind but you- who are you? who are you? who are you? who are you? when i look your way over the cyber space i know something’s true maybe something to do with how i dream of you and i do and i do while the world falls onto its bruised and bloody knees i dream of you who are u? as all of my life and my loves are turning to smoke i think of you and watch the news i think about you how are you? how are you? how are you? how are you? how do forests think? in such times as these personally, i’m with the trees
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These songs chart one year of trying to find a home on earth, placing human body close to stone body; grass body; water/air and animal body. Longing there, with music as a form of self massage. To soothe, to pass through the portal, and to remember it the best I can.

PROCEEDS FROM THESE RECORDINGS WILL GO TO wildowyhee.org to protect the Owyhee Canyonlands.

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released February 1, 2021

All by Teal Gardner
Erhu on "Senses For" by Jacob Mitas

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Spirit88 Boise, Idaho

Teal Gardner makes visual art and music, formerly of UUVVWWZ, and always from NE.

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